Looking Back

When I look back into yesterday,
I realise, how I lost my way
My days passed like hours, hours like seconds
But i never Enjoyed them, is what my heart reckons
My life was always 'ful of emptiness'
Don'no why, I just couldn't make up for this mess
What I did, was what I never wished
And what I didnt, was what everyone Cherished.

People say, they wish to turn back time
but I won't, 'cause that'd be a crime
If I were wanted to pray to god
I would have asked him NOT to change anything at all
Instead, to, just change me throughout
So, I can stop troubling my mind with all my stupid doubts

But What I did, is now, a thing of past
I must look forward to make my future last
And future, they say, is made of present
But does past matters? No it doesnt.
So I need to stay focussed, for my time is now
And stop looking back, if you ask me how

???What Time Is It???

Its A Time To Be Happy.
So, Come On, Shed All Your Tears.
Its A Time To Rejoice.
Please, Let Go Off All You Fears.

Its A Time To Celeberate.
Do Not Think About Anything Vague.
Its The Time To Enjoy, Mate.
Remember, Sadness Always Leeds To Some Kind Of Plague

Its A Time To Stay Calm.
Its That Time When You Cant Complain.
Its A time To Have Fun.
'cause Happiness, They Say, Washes Away All Your Pain.

Mere Kuchh Sawaal

yeh kaisi ajab si aaag hai seene mein
yeh kaisi pyaas hai
yeh kaisi talab hai dil mein
kyun kisi ke aane ki aas hai

kyun dil dekhta hai hazaron sapne
kyun nahi bhaamp paata yeh parayon mein se apne
kyun har koi lagta hai dost ki tarha
aur phir kyun man hota hai udaas,
jab wo chala jaata hai ehsaab faramosh ki tarha

kahan gum hai mere chehre ki hansi
kyun hai aankhon mein yeh nami
kahan jeevan ka woh pehle jaisa swaad
kyun har samay karta hoon mein kisi ko yaad

kaun hai yahan mujhe samajhne waala
kaun hai yahan mujhe andar se parakhne wala
kaun hai yahan meri galatiyan sudharne wala
kaun hai yahan mere chitt ki aakankshaon ko rokne wala

aakhir kab koi jaanega mere dil ki baat
aakhir kab koi poochhega mujhse bhi aise hi kuchh sawaal
aakhir kab koi thaamega mera haath
aakhir kab koi le jaayega mujhe in tanhayiyon ke paar

khushi.....aakhir kiski??

hmmm.....
khush tha main kal bahot....
jaane kaisi aarzoo jag uthi thi
poochha maine apne man se
to use bhi na koi khabar thi

aaj tak khushi bahot kam hi mere chehre par jhalaki thi
pata nahi kyun phir kal in aankhon mein ek alag si hi chamak thi
kai baar poochha man se maine yeh sawaal
kyun aaj aaj chitt mein mere ek ajab talab thi...

tabhi dil se ek nikli awaaz
mujhe laga shayad yahi ho mere sawalon ka jawaab
ye doston ki hi shayad khushi thi
jo kal mere chehre se jhalak rahi thi

Bebasi........Dard Ka Alam

yeh kaisi hai bebasi........?
kyun nahi tumko hai kisi baat ki khushi.......?
kyun nahi hai tumhare chehre par masoom si wo hasi.....?
kya hai tumhari bhi zindagi kahin na kahi phansi.....?
ya phir hai tumhari hansi kahin kisi kone mein dabi.....?
jabhi bhi dekhta hoon is ujade hue chehre ko.....
kehti hai mere dil ki lagi
kuchh bhi kar ke laado waapas inki zindagi...

kya hai aakhir tumhari zindagi mein kami.....?
kyun nahi tum rehte apne aap mein khush....?
kisi ke intezaar mein kyun mar rahe ho tum ghut ghut....?
jaane kab seekhoge tum jeena apna jeevan full...?
kaise layein tumhare chehre par hum hasi......?
jab tum hi nahi chahte humse sunna kuchh...?

kyun nahi karte tum kabhi khhud se yeh sawaal.....?
kahan luta ke aaye ho tum apni khushi.....?
kya hai aakhir wo wajah ....
jiske kaaran dabi hui hai tumhari hansi......?

kisi din zaroor karna mere dost apneaap se ye sawaal
shaayad shaant ho jaaye khhud hi yumhare man ka bawaal

AAJ

kya hai ye aaj

kab aata hai aaj

kab jaata hai aaj

jaake phir kyun aajaata hai aaj

sab par kyun chhata hai aaj

wo kehte hai wo jeete hai aaj mein

maine kaha, kya paate hain aaj mein

wo kehte hain, khush rehte hain aaj mein

maine poochha kya kisi ko khush rakh paate hain aaj mein

kisi ne kaha aaj kuchh ban ke dikhao

kisi ne bola kuchh kar ke dikhao

kisi ki khwaish thi humare aaj se apna kal sajane ki

kisi ki koshish aaj or kal ke chakkar mein humein khud hi ulajhane ki

lekin hum......hunh!?!

hum kabhi aaj mein jee na paye

kisi ko aaj mein paa bhi na paye

aaj ko kal par taalte chale gaye

zindagi ko yun hi fanaa karte chale gaye

lekin aaj ek nayi umang hai

dil mein ajab si tarang hai

kyun na aaj ke saath apna bhi kal safal bana dein

apni aarzuon ko ek alag nayi disha dein

to sabhi se ye guzarish hai, ye kavita padhne walo

aaj ki kadar kar, khud ko sanwaro

kisi kal ke intezaar mein, meri tarah

hapna jeewan na ujado.....na ujado