Bebasi........Dard Ka Alam

yeh kaisi hai bebasi........?
kyun nahi tumko hai kisi baat ki khushi.......?
kyun nahi hai tumhare chehre par masoom si wo hasi.....?
kya hai tumhari bhi zindagi kahin na kahi phansi.....?
ya phir hai tumhari hansi kahin kisi kone mein dabi.....?
jabhi bhi dekhta hoon is ujade hue chehre ko.....
kehti hai mere dil ki lagi
kuchh bhi kar ke laado waapas inki zindagi...

kya hai aakhir tumhari zindagi mein kami.....?
kyun nahi tum rehte apne aap mein khush....?
kisi ke intezaar mein kyun mar rahe ho tum ghut ghut....?
jaane kab seekhoge tum jeena apna jeevan full...?
kaise layein tumhare chehre par hum hasi......?
jab tum hi nahi chahte humse sunna kuchh...?

kyun nahi karte tum kabhi khhud se yeh sawaal.....?
kahan luta ke aaye ho tum apni khushi.....?
kya hai aakhir wo wajah ....
jiske kaaran dabi hui hai tumhari hansi......?

kisi din zaroor karna mere dost apneaap se ye sawaal
shaayad shaant ho jaaye khhud hi yumhare man ka bawaal